

You and IAs I lay here in our nest I think about all the beautiful moments we've shared. I keep telling myself that there is no need to cry anymore, but the tears won't stop flowing. Your sweet scent lingers on my skin and I can't help but lament this cruel fate. I keep picturing you smiling and pushing yourself up against me for a kiss and then the image of myself transforms into someone else and GOD does this hurt! I thought I was a strong person; I haven't cried so vehemently in years. I want a cigarette. I can't eat. I can only sleep peacefully when I'm beside you, breathing you in. I've been here before long ago aYou and I