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Artist // Student // Literature
  • Mar 23
  • United States
  • Deviant for 21 years
  • She / Her
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Albino Llama: Llamas are awesome! (75)
Delicious Cake: My, that's a delicious cake (1)
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Heart: Love is in the air, someone is thinking of you! (1)
My Bio

:blackrose:

"Every single night

I endure the flight

Of little wings of white-flamed

Butterflies in my brain


These ideas of mine

Percolate the mind

Trickle down the spine

Swarm the belly, swelling to a blaze. " - Fiona Apple


Current Residence: dream t0wn

Personal Quote: "Inside your cover is always blown"- Interpol


Favourite Visual Artist
Ilya Gluzunov, Hannah Dansie
Favourite Movies
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Ghost World, Beerfest, Ammonite, Be Kind Rewind, I <3 Huckabees, Donnie Darko, Requiem for a Dream
Favourite TV Shows
Game of Thrones, Snowpiercer, Succession, Pen15, Maron, Dead to Me, Parks & Recreation, Killing Eve, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Radiohead, Fiona Apple, Andrew Bird, Alt J, Florence + The Machine, Tool, Bjork, Rage Against the Machine, The Mars Volta, Cake, Interpol, Ween, Modest Mouse, Cursive, APC
Favourite Books
The Bell Jar, Oryx & Crake, The Stand, Fight Club, Sharp Objects, The Shining, ASOIAF, Jane Eyre
Favourite Writers
Emily Dickinson, Margaret Atwood, Stephen King, Esme Weijun Wang, Sylvia Plath, Charles Bukowski
Favourite Games
Skyrim, Fable 2, Fallout 76, Fallout 4, Killing Floor 2, SNES games
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Raw emotion, an uncanny ability to put the right word in the right place
Thou silver deity of secret night, Direct my footsteps through the woodland shade; Thou conscious witness of unknown delight, The Lover's guardian, and the Muse's aid! By thy pale beams I solitary rove, To thee my tender grief confide; Serenely sweet you gild the silent grove, My friend, my goddess, and my guide. E'en thee, fair queen, from thy amazing height, The charms of young Endymion drew; Veil'd with the mantle of concealing night; With all thy greatness and thy coldness too. - Lady Mary Wortley Montagu
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:depressed: :surrender: :pills: :stereo: :brainless: :bug: :blackrose: :shoutbox: I miss these little dudes
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Bollocks!

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Mood: Emotionally exhaused :dead: Listening to: Death Cab for Cutie - A Lack of Color / Smashing Pumpkins - Blank Page Reading: The Border of Paradise - Esme Wang Drinking: Water Eating: Dust mites Where's the fucking space to put what song I'm listening to? And what I'm reading? And what I'm drinking or eating? And my goddamn mood! What the bloody hell is this bullshit? How am I supposed to accurately convey the entire spectrum of my being without these tidbits? You disappoint me, DeviantArt! These are quality indicators to one's full mood! :shakefist: I kid, I kid. Sort of. I am outraged, but in a non-angry way. Is that possible? I say it is. All of those tidbits are missing from all of my previous journals as well. LAME! I suppose I'll just have to recreate it. I don't want to have to do it from memory. I don't really recall. Why didn't I take any screenshots of that shit? That would have been helpful. I made it up. So there, DA. :spank: I've been lurking around
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I rarely visit this place! I'm headed to a poetry open mic at a local cafe and was looking for an updated version of an old poem. &nbsp;Instead I found a gallery full of crappy, juvenile, one-sided poetry. &nbsp;*shudders* Why did I ever share some of this?! *shudders again* That being said...I'm gutting this bitch. Bye Felicia.
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I'm on fire

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"Every Single Night" "Every single night I endure the flight Of little wings of white-flamed Butterflies in my brain These ideas of mine Percolate the mind Trickle down the spine Swarm the belly, swelling to a blaze That's when the pain comes in Like a second skeleton Trying to fit beneath the skin I can't fit the feelings in Every single night's alight with my brain What'd I say to her Why'd I say it to her What does she think of me That I'm not what I ought to be That I'm what I try not to be It's got to be somebody else's fault I can't get caught If what I am is what I am, cause I does what I does
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&nbsp; &nbsp;I'm going through my deviations and storing the awful, angst of my teenage years. Oh, the angst. :disbelief: For some reason I feel the need to save all of my DA writings and revise those worthy enough for revision. I was such an awful writer when I started in 2002. I continued writing cliche crap for years, but I'm glad I found an outlet that suits my mind well. I received much positive feedback here over the years and I'm grateful for it. I wish the community here were still as active as it once was in 2004. I suppose I'll start posting these revisions as well as some new material. My new notebook is almost half full. :ahoy: &nbsp; As I rer
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DA has status updates now? Skeet skeet?
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:fart: I promise one day I'll upload the tons of ramblings I've written in the last year. I've been working on some stories, ideas. I have not been pleased with my poetry for the last few months...everything has already been done and I am far too harsh a critic. :sherlock:&#160;I, of course, need to make more time for writing.&#160; All of my time has been consumed by my job.&#160;:work: By the time I crawl out of the Hell portal to come home I feel brain-dead and very anti- social. I was being much more social at my old job and I&#160;disliked it as well.&#160; It was a lot better in some aspects, but I don't miss those awful hours or the r
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I do love the way things have turned out in my life. I would have never guessed that things would work out the way they have. &nbsp;I can think of one other time when I was correct about the future. &nbsp;I didn't see this coming. &nbsp;I have truly gone from :raincloud: to :squee: in a year. &nbsp;I didn't imagine my Self coming out of the shell I made so quickly. &nbsp; I do wish my old DA pals would come out and play. It gets lonely around here. &nbsp;I feel like I'm having conversations with mySelf, here! :leetcrab: :blackrose:
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Thanks for the watch, my newest unfortunate protagonist~

Thanx for the Fave!

Thank you for Watching me!

Thanks muchly for the :+devwatch:! ...:heart:...

Thank you so much for the watch and fav!

It is much appreciated! :-)