Change the females to males and today this is how I feel.
Falling apart...drinking vodka......thank you Coheed & Cambria for saying things for me that I have not the motivation to write.
I'm going to finally finish the steps necessary to be a Suicide Girl. I'm fucking up school again. I'm not writing. I'm just not good at "life".



Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
Panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
Where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
Where and when would I kill her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I wish... to the bitter end of my day
Where were you?
So you had your turn and you made it work
Now I'm the laughing stock of your joke
Crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you
Told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life
And I'll believe anything anything I have no luck with girls

I overheard that you were unhappy too
Misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
Over and out Connecticut
But you had your back turned as you faded away
At the end of my day I found out
You weren't worth what I thought of you

Write this down in that diary that you abuse
Can we make plans can I just get through to you
Is this weird... do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I wish... that you could share the love you'd shared with others with me

This isn't love so forever let it go... forever will it burn
This isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again